leen52's Journal

For Sale
One almost full carton of Marlboro Lights.
Though I'm not sure if this will stick, I'm now on day six of not using them. I say "if this will stick" because of the commitment-a-phobe that I am but really I dread feeling like this again the next time I quit. I feel like those little men on that Mucinex commercial have moved into my chest and I can't get them to move out, though I have begun the eviction process with...well...Mucinex. What scares me is that it's not a cold but something I have brought on myself for *years*.
The physical withdrawl part is over and actually was quite easy (save for the junk that is building in my chest and the five pounds that won't go away even with the years of Weight Watcher's training), it's the habitual part that's difficult. But admittedly my car, my house, and my body smell a whole lot better. That and I did the math. Per year I will save $1,260. That's almost a mortgage payment. What have I been thinking??
So I will continue to try to be good, I make no promises and only wish that should I slip, no one is disappointed.
If anyone knows of anyone who wants to buy a carton.......

Current Mood: determined

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